So depressing it made me almost literally sick. Which, um, doesn't exactly sound like a compliment, I realize, but I mean it as a testament to just how very hard this hits the nail on the head (and keeps hitting each one in series). Added to memories, for sure.

five times more than Sam will ever spend with Dean

THIS. This, this, this, this, this. It seems to get forgotten so easily (I don't even know whether I mean "in canon" or "in fanon").